Your lane is yours. Again, like I said, if it doesn’t come before you and it does not concern you, shut it down and continue on your Merry way. Don’t get lost in the sauce.
This life isn’t easy, and like I always say, it doesn’t come with any rules. Hence, I love to say, “I’m alive & I’m surviving.” I am grateful for all that I have and what’s to come. I appreciate life’s journey despite the ups and downs. Yes, I will complain…
Now that I’ve prayed…Bloomers, this is just a daily watering reminder to not choose violence. When you’ve learned the nature of the beast or monsters, play their game like the badass you are. Continue to play stupid. Never let them know the power that you have.
Trust the process. I know you wanted to throw in the towel and just say “eff this” but don’t. this is your Test for your TESTimony. Your breakthrough is coming soon. Sadly, we all have some battles to fight before the actual breakthrough. I pray that before this year is out, a door will open with your name on it.
This is the moment in life you must be a David. Think about it…when he started walking in the Valley; He didn’t stop and question anything nor did he do the most human thing and complain about it. He was calm and took the bull by its horn and walked through that Valley like a boss! This is what we need to start doing.
Because when death comes knocking on your door, the last thing you want to think is “I wish I did” or “Why didn’t I?” because one day, time will expire and memories are all we’ll have left. Live with no regrets & put yourself first.
I literally have to remind myself this is a temporary thing that I will get past. I have to pray because the devil is really trying me right now and I am NOT on his run! There are no words to explain how I feel mentally, the only thing I can describe it as…one big storm cloud with plenty of rain and lots of thunder.
This year I want you to be selfish but move forward with everything……..I want us all to fall back in love with ourselves in this season & continue to move forward with whatever plans we have for ourselves.
Many changes have come along the way and, more to come. I’ve grown spiritually and, that was a goal for me; no, I am not perfect and, I still have my slips but, I’m better than I was before. I look back on many things… I’m hella proud of my damn self.
I see you fighting but wanting to give up. I see you climbing that big a$$ mountain, but yet you want to stop. I see you struggling mentally and emotionally but not knowing where to start, who to seek, or to trust for help.